quiet times.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
HELLO ! i am a COW WOW. and i pose a threat to Mother Earth and the Homosapiens' life. When my owner feeds me premium grass, i take a long time to digest the food and then because it's
PREMIUM GRASS, i blech out
PREMIUM METHANE ! Which is
bad for the ozone layer ! Therefore, because of me and my many other kinds, THE EARTH IS DEPLETING ! And that is all part of the moomiee's plans.
ONE DAY COWS SHALL TAKE OVER THE WORLD ! :D In case you did not know, cows come from the planet MOOMIE. And we ride over here in MILK CARTONS (:
Meanwhile, i shall take the shape of a human being and call myself 'jon' [i heard it's a super cool popular name on planet Earth?] and wear the act-cool ACSI jacket around whereever i go so i can act cool and humans will THINK i'm cool so i can mix in well with them. And also, it helps to cover up the PATCHES OF BLACK on my skin. And if you read this, please do not tell anyone else. LET IT BE OUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET (:
Till next time, take care. You never know when you might just see a moomiee turn round the corner and GRAB YOU AND YOUR RICHASSPUNK JACKET ! muahaha (:
*BURPS*
-inscribed at 7:55 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
SHIT.
that was the first thing i thought of when i woke up. =p
din know i sleep until so long la, wanted to go down support the teen games bowling team. bah its been freaking long and my dl isnt complete. im downloading da vinci code haha since everyone says its not worth sneaking in to watch.
i've been thinking. well a few years isnt too long, i can wait. but i really cant guareentee that we'll still be the same after so long. its really cool i can spend time with you like this and stuff..
haha im not sad. why'd i be.
bahh screw my mom lah.-inscribed at 11:27 PM
its almost 3 am.
no mood to sleep i guess.
just did up winston's blog. he seemed really happy.
im glad you like it man.
thanks for teaching me. how to care.
go raise his hits @ http://winston-lives-at.blogspot.com.
dear.
i really miss you.-inscribed at 2:51 AM
oh wells. on msn now, and some random girl, 21 this year, smu year 3 named shen hui shi added me. heres our convo. and yeah i was just going along with it, laugh your pants off if you wanna. literally.
take the pain away says:
sorry what did you say?
sweet says:
u sex b4
sweet says:
take the pain away says:
no -.-
sweet says:
hee
sweet says:
pet
take the pain away says:
im a guy
take the pain away says:
whats pet
sweet says:
like oral with a gal or wat
sweet says:
finger
take the pain away says:
no
sweet says:
ok
sweet says:
so guai
take the pain away says:
right
take the pain away says:
why?
sweet says:
u wearin wat nw
take the pain away says:
clothes?
take the pain away says:
._.
sweet says:
brief
take the pain away says:
er
take the pain away says:
yeah
take the pain away says:
under everything
sweet says:
wat color
sweet says:
haa
take the pain away says:
lol
sweet says:
y
take the pain away says:
nothing
sweet says:
mmm
sweet says:
u Mast often
take the pain away says:
no
sweet says:
haaa
sweet says:
whens the Last time
take the pain away says:
dunno
take the pain away says:
i dont record it
sweet says:
haaa
sweet says:
mmm
sweet says:
ur di di hw Long
take the pain away says:
quite
take the pain away says:
long
sweet says:
mmm
sweet says:
hw Many cm
take the pain away says:
i dunno
take the pain away says:
didnt measure
sweet says:
compare to ur frens
sweet just sent you a Nudge!
take the pain away says:
hmm
take the pain away says:
not very long
sweet says:
u comPAre with ur frens b4 ehZ
take the pain away says:
yeah
sweet says:
mm
sweet says:
well
sweet says:
when
sweet says:
when erect or not
take the pain away says:
got lah
sweet says:
mmm
sweet says:
when
sweet says:
tell me mre
take the pain away says:
last time
take the pain away says:
lor
take the pain away says:
about sec 2 tt time
sweet says:
ok
sweet says:
wat happen
take the pain away says:
ya
take the pain away says:
we in toilet la
take the pain away says:
compare lor
sweet says:
haaa
sweet says:
who initiated
take the pain away says:
me
sweet says:
hw Many pple compare
take the pain away says:
aoubt..
take the pain away says:
4?
sweet says:
ic
sweet says:
heee
sweet says:
mmm
sweet says:
u stARTED mAST EH
take the pain away says:
no lah
sweet says:
if nt hw to erect
take the pain away says:
i can force it to
sweet says:
ur frens
sweet says:
hw they get erect
take the pain away says:
dunno
sweet says:
haaa
sweet says:
mmm
sweet says:
u try touchiN
haa
take the pain away says:
no
take the pain away says:
way
take the pain away says:
thats sick
sweet says:
haaaa
sweet says:
so u watch Porn with frens
take the pain away says:
no
take the pain away says:
actually yes
take the pain away says:
but we dont watch the hardcore type
sweet says:
haaa
sweet says:
u watch with hw Many
sweet says:
at where
sweet says:
when was ttg
take the pain away says:
last time
take the pain away says:
my friend house lo
take the pain away says:
we all stay over ma
sweet says:
ic
sweet says:
hw MANY PPle
take the pain away says:
4
sweet says:
ic
sweet says:
so watch le
sweet says:
and then
sweet says:
no reactioN
take the pain away says:
have
sweet says:
haaa
sweet says:
then nt shy haa
take the pain away says:
no lh
take the pain away says:
where got
take the pain away says:
all close friends ma
then i decided to block her. and delete her. heh. see, life is like that. the one you love doesnt love you, the people you dont love wants you. ._.
seriously. i dunno what i can do without you.
its been 2 years.-inscribed at 12:53 AM
im sorry i cant give you the happiness you want.
4/6 years is a long time, dont you agree?
maybe its just better to end it like that.
you cant force such stuff.
put yourself in my shoes, dont you think its a bit unfair?
okay, so if i do wait for 4 years.
THEN WHAT?
you cant guareentee everything would still be the way it is now. in 6 years, we'd be like. adults?
its like quicksand. im stuck in it, and the harder i try to get out, the deeper i go. in a sense, i wanna go deeper.
someone kill me.-inscribed at 12:53 AM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
damn. thats all i can say.
i just wasted 45mins of my freaking life. doing nothing. actually i was doing something but there was no product. as in.. *blog blog blog*, *backspace* *blog blog blog*, *backspaceeeeeeeeeeeeeee*. wtf. i wrote a post 45mins long, then my explorer kena error. wasted my time. so now im writing it on wordpad first, then transfer over.
man i must admit i suck damn bad at bowling. been trying to do the curvespin on the ball but cant seem to do it properly. but well its an improvement. i used to score 20+ with the curveball thingy but i got 50+ just now. its a 100% improvement! (: :D and as usual techun pawned all of us with 168 for his score. sick la.
you know sometimes when i pretend to be okay on the outside when im out with you, it might not actually seem the way it is. i mean, whenever you put on THE sian sian look then i'll also get veh sian then i ask you whats wrong then you put on this irritated tone and go like "whaaaaat?.." then followed by a "nothing lah.." you think i like to keep asking? its just that i hope im not the factor that makes you like that. it really SUCKS to see you like that. and it sucks with CAPS on.
"Maybe some things are just never meant to have a second chance. Cause once the damage is done, it's done. Nothing else you ever do can cover up that hole."
ever heard of fillings? like in the mouth itself there're things called.. dentures. sure you wont feel the same there, but its still a necessity for living right? no teeth, no food. (more birds, more luck! :D) and you cant probably be skipping meals for life. think, without them you wouldnt even be savouring your incredible $240 seafood meal at east coast park RIGHT BEFORE THIS. admit it, its empty ON YOUR PART. maybe that person is desperately trying to cover up that indecent hole he'd made. and lets say, two hands make a clap.
or you might say, "Sometimes. You wanna hear it, but is that what I want? As like what was taught in bible study last Sunday during yf. Man only like to hear what they want to hear. They like what they want. So if they don't get what they want, they don't like it. They turn nasty. They become unhappy. So maybe you're unhappy cause you're not getting what you want. But. That thing that you want, is it for the better of everyone?"
dont cling. thats what some of my friends told me. i dont know, but maybe your friend there needs something to encourage him to continue with whats hes doing. mayb he doesnt know that you actually need him, and gives up. its a loss on both sides. now wouldnt it be alot simpler if you'd just say it subtlely. mayb all he wants is just for you to show him that you care, to motivate him to work harder in whatever hes doing. if your hug or cheering for him, or even somethin as small as a smile can do wonders and make a huge difference, why not do it. if he really is important to you, then maybe showering concern is the right way out after all. best of all, its FREE! haha=p
or even "Sometimes what you wish for just doesn't come true.
Maybe it all just came too late. Although you're here for me now, am I still where I was before you left? People change. I'm sure everyone knows that. What's the point of offering all that now when, maybe, I've already..moved on?"
if you've already moved on, then why bother to even reply his smses, or even give a damn about him? maybe if you'd even give him a chance, then something might just happen? by the grace of god, his sincerity or love may even move you, and if your confident enough, you can pray for the chance to consult your parents about this kinda thing. i dont know, maybe you may even start liking him?
but imo, you should learn to start to open up. to someone really close perhaps? you say that how come he doesnt look sad or depressed
when hes with you? maybe its because he doesnt wanna spoil the nights you both've spent walking together to your house from the station, or the afternoons that you've been going out with him. or even the mornings that you've gonna meet him for breakfast at west coast mcdonalds. and he'll see that tired eyes of yours, and go like "are you okay" and you'd probably boycott him for the rest of your life haha.
bahh gonna go play dota with techun already. cant wait to thrash him once again. vbut for the people who added me last time i got a new account.. vivacace-. add me cuz my styleNsubstance got pwned by blizzard. hahah.
anyway got teen games badminton, playing doubles with techun this wed, 7.30am at NTU. do come down if you can make it, as sam says, one more is not a big difference, but one less means alot to us. wish me luck! :D
and to you dear, good luck for econs quiz tmr. ADD OIL OKAY. ILUL(:
haha oops i havent eat dinner. and its 10.15pm. oh well hahah.-inscribed at 10:18 PM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
hahah at jessie's house right now. supposedly doing the chinese assessment thingy, and bio research but cant really give a damn about it right now.
yeah i shall take the opportunity to blog while you are practising your piano:D
man yesterday was really screwed. everyone was just so weird and stuff. even you. was supposed to go learn how to make the strawberry cheesecake while you all were having cell, but in the end cancelled cuz it was too late. and bingzheng was in a bad mood. thanks to me.it all kinda started when i didnt reply his sms, then ms asked him some stuff, then he said i didnt reply then ms asked him why didnt he call me instead. then they just all became like not-talking-mode. and its all my fault lah. sorry to all.
i guess it just wasnt my day. the cheesecake was quite nice :D ( well duh I made most of it. ME.) haha and you too lah for cutting the strawberries okay? the sweetness was..almost perfect. just one exception that haha the tray used to contain it was a tad too small. well other than that it was alright lah.
my dad didnt give me cash again. i dont know whats wrong in the family, like financial problems or whatever. but its not my fault. they dont wanna talk. and even when they do, its just all.. about not doing stuff. homework, housework? man. im living off my bank account now and even its depleting. somebody help me. and i cant believe im still taking out cash from my account to get him, or rather make him a strawberry cheesecake.
but in a sense i guess bz was right. i dont think i am responsible enough. and so, how am i supposed to take care of you? it took alot out of me to ask whether you needed a hug, or that anything's wrong. but i thank you for actually telling me what happened. it serves as a kind of motivation, for life? i dont know. i guess maybe parents, in their course of caring for you, they might just get a little overboard and probe into your, or our lives. but do keep in mind that, its all for your sake. you should even be thankful for having someone who actually cares about you.
till now, i dont even know who actually gives a damn about whether i am still living in this world or not. but, in a sense, its quite comforting to know. that when you're gone, your just a fleeting moment in somebody else's life, and that there are no strings attached to you to pull you back into orbit from the heavenly realms.
i dont know about you, but i long to hold your hand again.
have fun practicing piano! :D
oh and i like your essay. it gives that.. warm, family-like feeling. goodluck.-inscribed at 3:27 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
heyyaaaa imma cow who has a fondness for red but actually it's just a cover up for my obsession with pink i love pink oh yes i do wheeeeeeeeee pink. xD
nahh okay la jon's not turned gay. yet. hehe. HELLO COWW your owner has come to post. lalalalaa. why do you like red so much huh? haha. oh yeah. cool hair. (:-inscribed at 11:40 PM
all i wanted is you to say that im really important to you.
but i guess im not.
it means alot to me.
you're the only thing that keeps me going on.
forget it,
i guess its just like. this one sided thing.
i wish you'd tell me it isnt.-inscribed at 11:36 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
how interesting. hahaha.
heres what i found out.
- If you chew gum while eating shit then it will stop you from crying!
- Shit was banned from Finland because of not wearing pants.
- Every day in the UK, four people die putting shit on.
- Ideally, shit should be stored on its side at a temperature of 55 degrees!
- A shitometer is used to measure shit!
- Shit cannot swim.
- Japan provides over thirty percent of the world's shit supply.
- Shit will become gaseous if its temperature rises above -42°C.
- During severe windstorms, shit may sway several feet to either side.
- Finding shit on Christmas morning is believed to bring good luck.
-inscribed at 10:36 PM
is it that hard for you to say that you care?
i waited 1++ hours for you to eat dinner with you if you didnt know.
and you just went off like that.
and.
whenever you're with your friends, i just become a total stranger to you.
getting ignored.
what can i do.
cant you tell i really care?
if you think its disgraceful to go out with a younger guy, tell me.
i just dont know what to say.
im tired.
it seems that when you need me, then you come find me. when you dont, im just another person.
where are you when i need you?
i just really dont know what to say or do now.
its good that you have fun with your friends.
maybe too good that you just dont realise that im there.
im sad. can you cheer me up?
is it too much to ask?
if it is.
then i must really suck.
why?
cuz i cant even make the girl i like care for me.
how?
tell me.
...
if you want to.
i didnt even get the chance to say good job on the dance.-inscribed at 8:52 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
haha. red, red, red.
red crumpler bag.
red shirt.
red adidas shoes.
red hair.
now,
red eyes.
=\ haha oops something went into my eye during the evening then i started crying. damn lahh haha. red eyes, kinda completes the set eh?
spent quite a while today reskinning the blog, and i think its quite a job well done lah(: i started to link everyone and stuff, and even spent an hour or so watching the vids from yangg's blog. damn funny lah theres this one about a jap english lesson then if you laugh or something you'd get whacked hard. HAHA go visit his blog if you dont know what i mean. tentententententententententen :D
been going out these few days haha.. hardly touched the com la and my parents are still complaining whenever i do. god. okay so i went with yaozhong to boonlay for our haircut, just that i added in a highlight. then after that we kinda went "shopping" around jurongPoint, and which he has never been there before. amazing haha i thought EVERYONE goes to like jp heh. and we bought this red rose for his room? and this brown piece of pork i think he called bacon. haha thats damn cute la..
seriously i dont know how you girls manage to type like one whole long page of crap about your day and then continue with another post with pictures (my sis, anyone?) and god i posed for this picture and now shes putting it all over her blog and msn. shit, if you havent seen it. dont. you'd get nightmares for weeks. or maybe years.
haha i think i look damn beng lah. -.- then yz started speaking to me in chinese.. like uhh? "Then also can throw in some hokkien.." he said. =
i underwent this financial lesson by him, in sro. seemed like he earned over 10million in sro in just like..what. 5 days? crazy guy lah him. haha and guess what. by scamming people. now even i am going into the business edi. money makes the world go round; in this case. the stars on the sos. HAHA nvm.
ahh i got a long day ahead. 10 at shawn's house, 1plus at cuppage for lan, then dunno wad for night. haha.-inscribed at 11:10 PM
before:
after:
need i say more?? :D-inscribed at 3:20 PM