quiet times.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
well well what a nice gift from bongard.
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hehs my birthday isnt just a birthday anymore i guess. but its so.. normal. just like any other day. i guess nobody just cares. my parents? lol heres a typical convo:
(probable scenario on 15/04)
-scene opens when mom comes in after work, about 9pm.-
Son: hi mom
mom: hi boy. have you eaten?
son: yeah.
mom: okay. here come eat some durian. the vendor veh nice sell me 2 and get 1 free! wow.
son: erm. okay. do you know what day is it today?
mom: ya so simple.. saturday lor.
son: ._.
mom: aiya i so sticky and smelly i go bathe.. you go sleep lah. today nothing special lah go sleep.
son: (heartbreaks.)
dont that just sound familiar? aiya. at least somebody decided to spend the day with me. hopefully. im just so.. i dont know, lonely?
mr paul cheong said to me:" but inside your just an empty shell. its up to you to either fill it up with love or hate. take the initiative. got any problems, just come and see me." then walks off. words of wisdom (:
day two of R.E.W.; Christianity - Religion or Relationship? seriously. i dont feel god in my life anymore. my faith falters? church seems like a bore now. some people has a problem with me in church, but hey. since YOU want it, i'll just move along. people come, people go. thats the reality of it all. i think maybe chua chu kang might just have a new member(:
currently cleaning up my com. i never knew i had so much spyware. its like, okay maybe two to three of em may not screw up anything, but when they gather together, they can really make you hate em. lets just say.. i didnt fall short of a thousand. but hey. it relates to life. people maybe in groups cannot do much, but with a thousand, things can really change. if each and everyone of us brings just 1 person to church, population x2. then just bring 1 more each. easily, we can just cause a revival. but if nobody cares; aiya the church die out then die out lor 反正 i can just go to another, then. sad church.
good lucks to the b div ruggers out there tomorrow. lets just say.. if you all win it.. we get holiday!! (: wahhaha. wrong source of motivation.
theres this controversy out there about acsi guys. i dont know what the hell is wrong with people, but hey look. heard of the story about the year5 rugger? well sure he did bite the sji guy. ya la everyone not happy but blow up so big for wad. i bet that other school donned in green and white commit a crime ppl will just cover it up. why? cuz singaporeans are narrow-minded. they just have this conception that. "people rich wan pay money get in acsi study in good school, you not that well off then you not happy, then complain about acsi all the time." well. i tell you. if your d**b son tried harder he might have made it into the school. no offence to those peeps out there. anyway. my sis is calling like her whole list of contacts to come analyse my blog le.. so. haha. im not bhb im just stating the facts la. (:
-over and out-
-inscribed at 6:34 PM