God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...
I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work.
Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today.

We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning..
Maybe, Sunday night...
And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.
We do like to have Him around during sickness..
And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...
Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.
May God forgive me for ever thinking...
That... there is a time or place where..
HE is not to be FIRST in my life.
We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.
If, You aren't ashamed to do this...
Please follow the directions.
Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."
Not ashamed?
Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!
Yes, I do Love God.
HE is my source of existence and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?
THE POEM
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

"Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time"

Now do you have the time to pass it on?

Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or delete it?
Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!

Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....

That's all you have to do....

There is nothing attached....

This is so powerful....

Do not stop the wheel, please....

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....

There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!

May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?" "Just some old birds," came the reply.

"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.

"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time" "But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?"

"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."

The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for those birds, son?"

"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!"

"How much?" the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"

"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.

Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"

"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked

"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"

"How much?" He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."

Jesus said, "DONE!"

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.
I pray, for everyone who sends this to their entire address book, they will be blessed by God in a way special for them.

And send it back to the person who sent it, to let them know that indeed it was sent out to many more.

-inscribed at 7:18 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

why does it have to be like this?


tmr got napfa i dunoo whether i can do my chinn ups. haha but hey im light so i think i should be able to do la. last time do can do 5:D


...

ive decided to remove all my links to sohmin on this blog. maybe sometimes we have to take things slowly.


...


im sad lah )=


well hehs nobody cares anyway. even i can get flamed on my tagboard. well thanks to whoever it was.



anyway i got the recording for our winning play if anyone wants it just pm me on msn ba.



do i read too much into things..?



must really thank lynn for helping me out so far.



ahh. iisnt there anyone in this world who can cheer me up?




i'll be searching.




till then, goodbye.

-inscribed at 10:17 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

well after being cut off from internet access again. im back(:

good friday was crap lah. heres the irony: its supposed to be good friday, but it sure as hell wasnt for us. okay so maybe we met at 1.30 then headed for east coast. but guess what. IT HAD TO RAIN. nick was going like hey its damn disgusting lah when you see like 5 girls and 1 guy and the guy looks like hes having a hell of a time. but haha this time it was him. the guy.

well it wasnt too bad other than the fact nick went into the female toilet hahha. he was like 20cm into then he realised that everyone was looking at him. i feel so bad. then we went into kebab station opposite macs. everyone was eating shaker fries then the boss got damn pissed.. so we decided to order 2 pieces of garlic bread. I SWEAR the guy didnt put in the garlic bread so basically we just had a damn big piece of sesame bread. for 5 bucks.

we went marina square's swensens and there i and nick had deep fried mushrooms. you can say that they were kinda nice:D then sohmin left for her cousins' birthday dinner, whereas yao zhong joined us. we went to marine south for this seafood buffet. it wasnt too bad lahs especially the LIVE PRAWNS. ehh sohmin heard that. LIVE. PRAWNS. definitely better than the prawns your aunt cooked. cuz they're LIVE.

alex was basically crazee. he was singing to the taxi driver; the poor uncle had to listen to his rendition of one last breath lah. in the end before we went off the uncle said: " wah you all sibei enjoy yourself ah". ((: lol what is this world coming to man?!

15th april.

detention wasnt too bad; at least i finished my math homework. (: mwahah. went to bishan alone. wanted to get something nice for her, maybe an anklet. but due to time constraints.. i didnt. i mean. you get something for somebody not for the sake of just gettin something for that special somebody right.

went to sohmin's house for tennis. haha she booked the court for 2 hours but after like 30mins we decided that tennis wasnt really the game for us. hehs. we so went badminton lah. heres a pic of hotshot lynn in action:D
as usual play for a bit then they two got tired. so we went to the poolside and started observing this two guys, which one of sohmin said was cute. haha.

then guess what. it rained again. >_< actually we waited for awhile la soaking in the rain, then it started getting heavier with thunder and lightning. then we ran to the nearest void deck. after the rain stopped then we went to the cafe and ate some chicken. and hot choc. then they went swimming leaving me there to ogle at them. nahh just kidding.

we went up to her house after they finished their swim, and her cousin was playing 珊湖海 on the piano. it was not bad leh considering it was a 2 week effort.

i was kinda unhappy cuz my parents didnt wana celebrate my birthday properly lah. sohmin was there looking and me. i felt damn bad lah here i was spoiling her day with my mood. she tried to talk but yeah. shes really nice la..



anything you say is better than nothing said.


i think i better go. now.


*the last pic was posted to piss lynn off.
**LYNN I HIOPE YOUR PISSED. (:

-inscribed at 11:14 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

damn. one day to my birthday(:

yesterday was damn freaky la. its like the day after tomorrow or something.



school had rugby finals on wed.. till now. i have one thing to say. referee kayu!! hehs SA won by 4 penalties. so cheap la. everytime get hit then sprawl on the ground act injured.. then later when got penalty kick he suddenly veh fit le. hehs! but i think our team did really well. we got a touchdown(: and it was like.. super sui la. aiya. heres some pictures(:





every year the referee sucks la. biased. i wonder if he got bribed? =X

yesterday was our relief chem teacher's last day in acsi. we basically spent 40mins listening to him singing and strumming(: we took some photos here and there.. will upload some photos when i get them from brenton.



will be going out with nick lynn sohmin and others to east coast later:D dunno what we gonna do there but. haha well what the hell.




just cant wait for my detention ._.

-inscribed at 10:22 AM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

well well what a nice gift from bongard.

>____<




hehs my birthday isnt just a birthday anymore i guess. but its so.. normal. just like any other day. i guess nobody just cares. my parents? lol heres a typical convo:


(probable scenario on 15/04)
-scene opens when mom comes in after work, about 9pm.-

Son: hi mom

mom: hi boy. have you eaten?

son: yeah.

mom: okay. here come eat some durian. the vendor veh nice sell me 2 and get 1 free! wow.

son: erm. okay. do you know what day is it today?

mom: ya so simple.. saturday lor.

son: ._.

mom: aiya i so sticky and smelly i go bathe.. you go sleep lah. today nothing special lah go sleep.


son: (heartbreaks.)



dont that just sound familiar? aiya. at least somebody decided to spend the day with me. hopefully. im just so.. i dont know, lonely?

mr paul cheong said to me:" but inside your just an empty shell. its up to you to either fill it up with love or hate. take the initiative. got any problems, just come and see me." then walks off. words of wisdom (:

day two of R.E.W.; Christianity - Religion or Relationship? seriously. i dont feel god in my life anymore. my faith falters? church seems like a bore now. some people has a problem with me in church, but hey. since YOU want it, i'll just move along. people come, people go. thats the reality of it all. i think maybe chua chu kang might just have a new member(:


currently cleaning up my com. i never knew i had so much spyware. its like, okay maybe two to three of em may not screw up anything, but when they gather together, they can really make you hate em. lets just say.. i didnt fall short of a thousand. but hey. it relates to life. people maybe in groups cannot do much, but with a thousand, things can really change. if each and everyone of us brings just 1 person to church, population x2. then just bring 1 more each. easily, we can just cause a revival. but if nobody cares; aiya the church die out then die out lor 反正 i can just go to another, then. sad church.

good lucks to the b div ruggers out there tomorrow. lets just say.. if you all win it.. we get holiday!! (: wahhaha. wrong source of motivation.

theres this controversy out there about acsi guys. i dont know what the hell is wrong with people, but hey look. heard of the story about the year5 rugger? well sure he did bite the sji guy. ya la everyone not happy but blow up so big for wad. i bet that other school donned in green and white commit a crime ppl will just cover it up. why? cuz singaporeans are narrow-minded. they just have this conception that. "people rich wan pay money get in acsi study in good school, you not that well off then you not happy, then complain about acsi all the time." well. i tell you. if your d**b son tried harder he might have made it into the school. no offence to those peeps out there. anyway. my sis is calling like her whole list of contacts to come analyse my blog le.. so. haha. im not bhb im just stating the facts la. (:

-over and out-

-inscribed at 6:34 PM

DETENTION CLASS ON MY BIRTHDAY WTF!!!!!

-inscribed at 6:34 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

i got two words for you:





i love you.






(wait.. but thats 3 words!!)






nope, cuz you and i, are ONE.




xP.

-inscribed at 4:50 PM

lol!

i and jeremy did some last minute work on lang arts a, expecting to fail. but NO. he just had to give us 69/100. shit why am i so good(:

yeah we presented a skit and interview on the famous(or rather infamous) R.K.Narayan on his story Wife's Holiday. yeah basically we just summarised the whole damn thing then just acted out what could actually happen after that.

i tell you it was gooood.

hahaha.

aha.

ha..

dont believe?


ask the others lor:D

heard from sohmin that someone from nhhs commited suicide. heard he was from 2.8 last year. my condolences to him.


was late for school again. 1 more strike til im out. i just cant seem to wake up early. im always late. ALWAYS. screw it even my friends cant change it..

R.E.W. for us year threes to fives. speaker was engaging, but i guess i was lost in a trance. just thinking about stuff. about everything i guess.

you know i'm really glad that i quit band. i mean, no offence to those band ppl out dere. i see other schools their bandsmen really have fun, but all we ac guys do is practise, practise, practise. sure we may've been the best in sg for year2005 but theres no emotion involved. its just. hey look i've been practicing everyday 5-8pm without fail man i should have gotten it. not like i practise anyway. but flutes still rock(:

yeah it has really.. greatly opened my line of sight （大开眼界）haha. i wouldnt have decided to participate in centrestage and like. acting's my passion now. it sure feels great to go on stage and embrace the applause that you deserve. ib's really tough.. even students who can get a1 for all their subs last year start to fail this year. its a warzone out there man..

hehs. i guess life is unfair. today another year5 guy was asked to make a public apology about the comments he made about the school on his blog. i mean, other than here where else can you broadcast your sufferings? =P

just really confused now.

i think i want her.

yeah.

i definitely do(:

-inscribed at 4:18 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

haha just made my blog.. aint it great(: spent nearly 3 hours on it.. but worth it. thanks to many peeps for their contributions lah..

today went to church late. hehs as usual somebody* overslept.. haha. then jess was really blur and stuff.

but today something amazing happened. i went out with sohmin(: thats amazing cuz everytime i wana go out with her then something will just crop up. but yeah i guess it wasnt too bad. yao says im like a wall talk to me like talking to the wall ._. we went for swensens. then heres my "favorite" part: an hour mrt ride home >________<

one thing i cant stand is people who sms/reply with short messages. like today i was at long johns with lynn and sohmin then some mysterio smsed me. he went like "hi". so, sure i said hi back, whos this and a whole load of other crap lah.. (: guess what that person threw back a whole load of curses at me and wow. it sure felt good to be friendly. i think i just made myself a new enemy.

and im so screwed. tmr lang arts a presentation and we've not done any, ANY, preparation. we're like kinda doing a skit so yeah. skrewd. sometimes i feel like. so awkward. i mean, theres just so much to say but theres always this mental block thing between my brain and my mouth. how how how?! i feel so deprived of games. i havent actually touched the com for a week already, until now. my ro credit expired, and i got no bling bling to buy a monthly. and my birthday's like sat.. trying to save up for my touchscreen ipod.. but i dont think can buy le.. and no offence, but i think this year's miss singapore the candidates suck till the cows come home. xP chill out guys in my humble abode. *my sis

-inscribed at 10:00 PM